They are so nice,
I love them so much,
but I still wonder
all the rest
evil,
    hating.
they weren't though
I was hating,
        not willing.
all before had let me.
I loved them too,
I loved them so,
but they left.
I don't know why.
I stopped loving,
I stopped caring.
none cared about me.
now they have come again
they love me,
        I think.
but I can't love back anymore
It's not that I don't want to
It's not that I don't try
I just can't
What has happed to me?
why can't I love?
now that I have someone
can I love again?
will they really love me back?
or am I going to be left again
it hurts so much
I spend many nights
            crying
because I feel,
        I am,
            the unloved.