she tells me she loves me
and says she will forever
but she doesn't care about me
she doesn't care about my feelings
she loves to hurt me
to make me bleed
I have given her everything I have
I have changed my entire lifestyle
for her
    her
the one who only agnologes me when we're alone
    her
the one who calls me, if she's got the chance
    her
the one who will strike me down for personal gain
she doesn't see that she hurts me?
no
she see's it
she enjoy's it
tring to make me jelous and angry
and everyone comes before me
everything is sacred before me
I am last on her list
last in her little black book
maybe I can change her
get her to notice me
get her attention
that's all I want
someone to talk to
someone who will listen,
and care about me
I love you... Please love me too