I don't know

 

noone else has loved
the way this one now does
the love I have given,
has never been returned
It now has the chance
to be returned two fold
but now
can it be given?
so many have come
so many have gone
thier love has been turned
like the pages of a book
page by page
chapter by chapter
my love has been taken
and crushed
noone has loved me
noone ever could
this curse has not let them
it...overtook them
engulphed and destroyed them
at the same time.
destroying me
heartache has become a friend now
as presently
the chance to love
and be loved
is again gicen
or is ti another trick
will this end the curse
or just become another page in my book
my terrible book
it is all I have left of my past
names
faces
heartachs
all pages now
I can look them up
and read my book
but I cannot change them
or what they did
now it seems the tides have truned
one who loves me
but do I love back?
can I love back?
noone have I ever been happy with
this could be another page
it is much different
it may lift the curse
I don't know
the curse has taken that power